If you came here for a post full of pictures of the amazing places I’ve travelled to, you’ll be disappointed (not entirely, I’ve still been to one or two other places). But, for the most part, this post will be a more reflective style blog that focuses on my feelings toward this time and what I have learned so far seeing as I’m about halfway done with my time here.
But first, for those of you that enjoy hearing about the places I’ve been and the things I’ve been doing, let me fill you in on all of that.
On Sunday, 26th of November, I had the opportunity to go up to Leeds to help with an event at a gymnastics club. It was a fantastic experience and it was so fun to watch the pure joy as young kids tried gymnastics for the first time. It was an early wake up time for me at 3:15AM but it was very much worth it.
I also was able to do another online speech and debate tournament with linfield. It was another couple of late nights holed up in an academic building until 4:00AM but I had a great time debating with Ally, my debate partner, and competing in prose interpretation and program oral interpretation. Ally and I placed 2nd twice, 3rd once, and 4th once. We didn’t make it to finals but considering it was only our second time debating together, we performed very well and our speeches were solid. The speech side was also very fun and I ended up placing 2nd in prose interpretation! This tournament was a bit harder to wake up from and really messed up my sleep schedule but hopefully I can get it back on track soon.
Now for some reflection.
As I said before, I’m halfway through this journey and have come to realize a few things about what this study abroad is for me. The first is that this is almost an alternate universe in a way. I get to see what my university life would have been like if I had chosen to go to a big university instead of Linfield, or if I had chosen to go to a university outside of the country instead of Linfield, and I get to see all of that for 4 months and then I get to go back to the life I chose. I can’t imagine my life without all the people I’ve met at Linfield, but this time abroad really makes me think about the fact that if I had chosen a different path than what I did, I wouldn’t have met all of the people I met when I chose to go to Linfield.
I also have reflected on the idea of homesickness while abroad and if I’ve felt it at all. And I can honestly say I haven’t felt nearly as homesick as I expected to feel at all. The first couple of weeks here I definitely felt out of my element and missed the security of the cities in Oregon that I’ve come to feel comfortable in, and every now and again when I think about someone that I miss from home or I text someone that I miss from home it will make me wish that I was back there to talk to them in person. But overall, I’ve embraced this time as a time to really understand the culture of the people I am living with and appreciate the differences I’ve noticed.
A lot of those differences have to do with a focus on community. People here place a much higher value on connection and spending time with each other: whether it’s going out to bars, grabbing a coffee, going home to spend time with family, or even just asking to hang out in each other’s rooms/houses. That’s in fairly stark contrast to the US where we place a higher value on things like work and productivity. There is still a focus on that here, but taking time to relax and spend time with people you care about, is of equal importance here and that is something I’ve really enjoyed.
Another difference that’s definitely been at the forefront of my mind is the academic schedule. The US has a very participatory approach to education where your attendance is marked and you have assignments/tests throughout the semester to monitor your retention and understanding of the material you are learning. Here, your attendance is checked, but it doesn’t count towards your overall grade, and your grade is based on (at least for all my classes) one essay that is turned in at the end of the semester. Needless to say the next couple of weeks for me will be filled with a lot of research and writing.
Overall, as I reach and pass the halfway point, I’m in a kind of weird state where I feel like I simultaneously have a lot of time left, and also feel like I should be almost done and ready to head home. I do miss seeing all of my friends and family and I miss some of the US culture that I love, but I’ve also really enjoyed getting out of my comfort zone and exploring more of the world than I ever thought I would in a span of 4 months.
Over the next two months I hope to finish out the semester well with my essays being good quality work that I can feel proud of. I also want to get as much time in with the new friends I’ve made as possible because I don’t know when I’ll be able to see them again. Through things like societies and classes, plus just sheer coincidence, I’ve come to form bonds with quite a few people here and it’s weird to think that in two months, I’ll be on the other side of the world from them.
I’ll never take for granted how much I’ve been able to do and see throughout this trip, and I will make sure I get as much out of the next two months as I possibly can.
Well, that’s it for my philosophical ramblings and sentimental reflections. See you back here in a couple weeks for my end of school semester thoughts and maybe some more travel stories.
Cheers!
-Clara